Sensation

2011-11-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

Drained out from the core of my emotions,

Swaying with the crowds, no directions,

Lost...down into the hole of my abysmal.

To do list

2011-08-23T19:09:00.000+08:00

Things will do:

1. Get a tattoo

2. Get a nose piercing..again ~~(4th time)~~ (5th time)

3. ~~Get an effin' job~~

3. Get an apartment

4. Get a dog

FML

2011-08-23T08:19:00.000+08:00

Nose ring drop into drain hole.

Black Swan

2011-05-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

The dance is beautiful...and the movie is depressing ._.

It's 2 am and all I can think about is this.

2011-05-18T02:26:00.001+08:00

I just want to have my ~~dirty~~ ways on Martin Freeman. He's just too damn adorable for his own good and don't get me started on Benedict, he can have his way on me anytime...but that will never happen. What have you both done to me.

Don't he just ooze "adorable"

One word...BAMF

Thinking about

2011-04-06T11:03:00.000+08:00

Better offers or interest.
Competition or love ones.
Your choice or her choice.

2011-03-21T11:07:00.001+08:00

Ahh...fuck.

On and on?

2011-03-04T17:28:00.000+08:00

To know that you are there,
Makes me live just for a little longer,
Never knowing the future that it will be,
Will never be.

Hmmm

2010-12-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

Restless, tired...isn't there anything that works on my face...

Pshhh..

2010-09-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

I've missed the Sonsongon trip, but it's ok. November awaits me.

...

2010-09-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

Sigh*

Heart"ache"

2010-09-17T23:01:00.001+08:00

Your breath against mine,

Hearing our heartbeats synchronizing each other,

Lips chastely touching,

Pulling into a passionate & desperate kiss,

as if the oxygen in the room has depleted.

Edith Piaf

2010-08-04T09:31:00.001+08:00

Edith Piaf, one day, I shall bring flowers to your grave. Your songs affect me deeply. I thank you.

...

2010-07-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

Barriers between us in language,
How I want to just speak my mind,
Tension rising and falling,
One day you will be in her state of mind,
You are already starting.

Queen - Somebody To Love

2010-07-08T11:33:00.003+08:00

Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

(He works hard)

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

OMFGWTFBBQ!!

2010-07-02T09:28:00.002+08:00

MARK SALLING DOES HAVE A NIPPLE RING!! UNF! *fans self

Time for an emo post

2010-06-30T12:51:00.000+08:00

One of the habits I want to break away is breaking promises. I tend to take the promise before thinking it over. I end up feeling guilty and angry at the same time.

:D

2010-06-28T08:26:00.002+08:00

I'm better, but will be stuck with a very bad "sunburn"

It should be sang "Rudolph the Sick Little Reindeer, has a big ol' shiny nose"

2010-06-23T12:20:00.001+08:00

Say it isn't so?! I have skin irritation on my glabella {space between the eyebrows} and on my nose. I look like Rudolph!! And it itches like fuck!

Updates:-

Just picture me with as a flower head fish combine with a strawberry nose. That's how I look like right now.

2010-06-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

I blame myself so hard is not even funny anymore to me...They say family are the one who are the closest to you...right..

Oh the oil on my face!

2010-06-17T15:53:00.002+08:00

*grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble* :D

BO RED

2010-06-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

Monday....no work to do...wait, I did do something, packed 28 t-shirts and back being of having nothing to do again...sigh.

Is pouring outside right now...actually, everyday of every afternoon.

GRARRWWW

2010-06-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

WEEEEeeeeeeeeee...........

Ngehhh

2010-06-09T08:37:00.001+08:00

I'm such a sour puss...get it, orange+ cat 8D

>89

2010-06-08T08:55:00.000+08:00

There are so many things that I want to do it again but where to start?

Head Like A Volcano - Rinocerose

2010-06-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

Am blogging...at work

Son being pwned by mom

2010-05-31T09:26:00.001+08:00

I was at Suria yesterday at Times bookstore and overheard this very interesting conversation.

Mom (very thick British accent, Malaysian) : *was telling her daughter [12 years old] about one of Shakespeare's sonnets*...if you want to know more, I can tell you along the way home. I don't want you to follow the rest of the girls, reading trashy novels like Twilight or any trashy magazines. I'm very pleased you are picking up Shakespeare.

Son: Mummy, can we go to the CD section? I want to watch The Incredible Hulk.

Mom: *ignoring son and continue lecturing daughter about trashy novels*

Son: *throwing tantrum*

Dad: Do not make such a scene here, young man.

Mom: You are not going to watch The Hulk.*insert son's name*, look in the cart, 6 classic literature, which cost me 60 bucks only and this *holding out one set of Diary of a Wimpy Kid* cost the exact same amount,it's not worth the money, do you know where I could find this *insert son's name*..in the LIBRARY [yes, she emphasize the word]. I am going to get a better reading book.

Son: 8;(

That kid is really going to have no memorable childhood at all...he's only 5. I got myself a Marie Antoinette Journey.

: /

2010-05-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

This is the happy face

2010-05-26T11:48:00.001+08:00

I have not studied my driving test yet.... :D

I'm gonna start working next month... :D :D

There's a jazz concert next week... :D :D :D

I've been standing side by side with you and you're begging people to pity...pleaseee, you're way better than that. Don't sink that low...

Dream a little dream of me

2010-05-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

Sweet dreams til sun beams find you

sweet dreams that leave our worries behind you.

But in your dreams

whatever they be

dream a little dream of me.

Sobss

2010-05-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hospital, here I come...

You make my frown turn upside down

2010-05-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

It's the little things in life that lifts my mood up.

Scars and bruises

2010-05-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

I hate my legs...so depressing :(
And am ashamed to show it...

KK

2010-05-02T11:55:00.002+08:00

Back in KK, yay!!

*throw mortar board

2010-04-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

I have officially graduated on the 24th April 2010...hoozahh!!

HTTYD

2010-04-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

Is been a while I had touch my wacom, need to do some drawing, which I did, after looking at Dan's blog.

Erghhh

2010-04-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

Is been a lazy week....still packing all of my things. I've been wondering why my carrier pigeon has not come back in weeks..hmm. I'm a worry little wort.

Let there be lightning

2010-04-17T17:58:00.001+08:00

Thunderous day. *boom boom boom* Trees and branches fell down due to the heavy rain and strong wind.

Going back to KK end of this month...a lot of things to pack.

Ngerghh

2010-04-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

I am awkward around him today...ngerghh.. o_o

Went to meet him again today. Jln2 from BB to Klcc then to Pavillion then Time Square...whole day jln2.

*ke-piak

2010-04-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

Bitch just got slapped hard!!

That's reality for you.

Redbulls

2010-04-08T01:45:00.001+08:00

Redbulls comes in handy when in times of emergency, oh let say, finishing up my short film trailer. So I have not been sleeping for the past 2 days. Go rushing on finishing up the trailer...woot.

No, I did not have 8 redbulls, just 3 and yes, I was exactly like the kitty cat above.

Take of your sandals and feel the sands.

2010-04-06T18:51:00.001+08:00

It's a hot Tuesday, blue skies;white chunky clouds. Why are the beach here is like an hour to drive..nothing beats Sabah..yeaaa~

Not meeting him this week D:, never mind, Saturday is going to be a stress free day with Jo :D

My lovely lady tongue

2010-03-28T19:03:00.008+08:00

Pierced my tongue last Saturday, took it off today, due to a red bump that has been underneath my tongue for 4 days.

Empty..hmm

2010-03-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

How to get yourself motivated even though the things that you are doing right now is really putting you down. I'm having a stiff neck right now, due to my sleeping pattern yesterday night. Bloody stiff neck.

*sigh

2010-02-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

What if I'm making the wrong choice here...? I don't want him to just wait and get hurt in the end...what am I to do...

Oh yea, Bali

2010-02-06T12:12:00.000+08:00

1 more week to go...for Bali and hot hunks♥, getting ready for my bikini and flip flops. I used to be ashamed of the scars that is all around my body, but the scars right now, they remind me of the hardship and pain that I have been through that no one else has...It'll slowly heal, that I know.

Unexpected

2010-02-01T12:06:00.000+08:00

Always expect the unexpected in life....

Curse you, bug!

2010-01-30T12:07:00.000+08:00

Bug bit me again....this time is on the face...

It is untitled

2010-01-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

Everyone of us are starting to shed...whether we like it or not...

What the hell?!

2010-01-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

So tired, tired, tired, etc etc...My head feels heavy..

Dreams~

2010-01-25T11:43:00.001+08:00

Almost every night, always having this sort of vivid dreams. Last night, I dreamed I have cancer and I lived by the beach, my whole lorong in Taman Milek is covered in beach sand and there's the sea at end of it...it was weird but beautiful...damn, and I have cancer in that dream...ain't it vivid. I have so many things caught up inside me and I'm sliding backwards. I sometimes just need to cry, to let out whatever been eating me up, but that just leaves only temporary relief and comfort, so I don't bother, it'll just gives me another headache. I get massive headaches after I cry, weird right? How time flies by so quickly, I'd already graduated, and soon in need to find a job, going to the next stage of becoming an adult. It's a scary step for everyone....live moves on. It sucks when one don't have a driving license *points to self*..can't go to interesting events..it sucks egg....

Thank God for healing up my eczema once and for all, and thank Him for introducing Dr. Wong & Saroja in my life...but I'm sliding back, which I'm trying hard not to...

Let's all go for a ride!

2010-01-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Final project is going slow..hopefully will be finished though, hahahaha.....alot of things happening here...can't wait to go Bali...the beach and suntan :D

I haz phailed..

2010-01-04T13:12:00.001+08:00

I has failed my team...but why don't I feel guilty in all this...hmmmm...me and my sick humor

Totally not my day!

2009-10-31T10:28:00.000+08:00

1.Motherboard fried.
2.My whole soundtrack in my external is GONE!!!
3.Maya hates me.
4.I still have bruises on both of my thigh

..................fuck.

I've been bitten!

2009-10-29T08:31:00.001+08:00

The bengkak that is under both of my thighs is gradually getting bigger especially on my right thigh..I'm serious, it's as big as a mini pancake!! At first, it started of being itchy, thinking that it's just another mosquito bite...no...I was wrong. Apparently, a bug manage to squeeze inside my pants and bit me at my thigh.

Mmmm, delicious, ain't it?

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What I shall do? Seek for Him,

2009-10-11T14:51:00.000+08:00

It sucks where you thought you were at the right place and wanting to do this for the rest of your lifetime, but as time goes by, it just don't feel right anymore :\

Purious

2009-10-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

Been a real bitch this past few weeks...I don't want to tolerate you all anymore...so if I'm being mean to you, then piss off...Haha! Just kidding!!...seriously.

Makeover

2009-10-03T01:59:00.001+08:00

I have become a bitter person...due to all the things happening around me. I want my bubbly self again :(
Going to butcher my hair real short..I can't stand my hair D:...tis too long ( it's not that long, it's just around shoulder length, hahaha) and it's troublesome, haha.

Oh dear

2009-09-25T11:22:00.000+08:00

Been coughing and wheezing for 5 days already...it sucks >:(

R&H

2009-09-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

Czy and Danny, all the best on the test :). In 3 months time, I'm going to graduate..pretty fast. Most of my friends are going for Rhythm and Hue. I've been thinking quite a long while, I'm not up for Rhythm and Hue. I used to motivate myself by thinking, " OHHH, R&H!! INDIA..FRIENDS WILL BE THERE!" But then, it was pretty stupid for me to think of it that way...if I go for that company for the sake my friends will be there, then I am going to regret and suffer later on. Then comes studying oversea..hmm..I wanted it so badly, that I even confirm telling my parents I wanted to study again...they had no objection on it and supported me. Thinking long and hard again, whether my decision was just because of the studying oversea hype or I DO want to study again. Here comes another problem, money. You had to have more than ngam-ngam amount of duit to support the school fees, accommodation, food and transportation. Second, my brother. He is also going to college soon in 2 years time and I know my parents are working hard supporting both of us..I love you both. My dad told me..that I'm holding on too many things at the same time and asking me to sort it out, pick out 3 things that prioritize in my life and do it...and also he said "5 is the maximum" XD...

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Where have I gone wrong in this?

I MUST GET OUT D8

2009-09-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

Don't let this people discourage you more. In a few more months, you'll be out from this horrid place.

I smell like smoke

2009-09-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

Starting my supplement for my skin next week.
4 months of avoiding sugar as much as possible.
Must start picking up the bible again cause I have not been doing so for the past 1 month.
Multiple questions stuck in my throat that is ready to burst.

God bless all.

ECZEMA!

2009-09-04T01:55:00.001+08:00

Can a punching bag be loved as well?

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My eczema is getting worse by the day...hopefully it'll heal soon...I don't like the oozing out every 5 minutes...sigh

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Put on the meds painful, sleep painful, walk around also painful, I don't move around also painful..le sigh

Runny nose

2009-09-01T11:15:00.001+08:00

It's 11 in the morning, and I'm having sinus since yesterday. Chest feeling painful because of the heavy sneezing...

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The urge to complain, but it ain't no good =d....Just thinking about it makes me furious

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Update:

Since I forgot what I wanted to complain, thx to a certain irritated nose and my eczema, I can now concentrate on other stuffs.

Home ♥

2009-08-31T19:16:00.001+08:00

I'ma back home for the week. :=D

Workingg~

2009-08-28T02:57:00.000+08:00

Another day, another procrastination with my work

Oh look, I change blogskin

2009-08-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

Ho-hum, feeling tired, as always, hahaha...things starting to patch up somehow..that's a good sign. I'm facing another problem which somehow annoys me to the end. As how much I try to ignore it, it just keeps on flashing in front of me...wtc.

Procrastinating

2009-08-25T00:59:00.003+08:00

Why am I so angry :/

I wanna dissapear D:

2009-08-14T01:00:00.003+08:00

Why in every minor thing I do, I would screw things up....I'm so tired of myself....lalala, rant

Oh, look ! What's that?! Wait!...Isnip

2009-08-11T01:26:00.003+08:00

It goes to show, you open up, get stomp over..you're bound to go back to your shell where no one can do it again...

____

Ashtma

Lalala, full of rants

2009-08-10T09:44:00.002+08:00

1. Emo coz of Gene this morning. ( well, practically been emo-ing for a month already)

2. Don't like what I'm doing.

3. I'm becoming more to be an angry person than a calm one now

4. I can't stop thinking about the future.

5. I have alot of mix emotion bottle inside me.

6. Sunway is stupid.

7. The One is even stupider.

8. Being stuck in this room is stupid and suffocating.

9. I'm too quiet for my own good.

10. I have to pass up my animation in 4 hours time.

11. I hate my bloody face.

12. *colorful words*

13. Confidence lvl is like 5%

14. I hate my time management problem...

15. Hurting myself is not an option

13. Sorry for the rants...

I've got nothing better to do

2009-07-10T10:04:00.002+08:00

Taken this from Czy

1. Do you have any secrets?
Who doesn't.

2. Have you tried not eating anything for few days?
Cannot lar.

3. Do you enjoy going school?
It's ok.

4. Coffee or more coffee?
Can I have option tea

5. Laughter or forever smile?
Laughter..

6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
Both

7. The person u like is already attached, what will you do?
Awww, too bad then.

8. What made you smile today?
Nothing.

9. Angelic or Devilish?
A little in between.

10. How could you see yourself in 10 years time?
Having a steady job, supporting my parents. Open a mini shop :)

11. Who are currently most important people to you?
My parents and Gene.

12. What is the most important thing in life?
Keeping up the relationship with the Lord.

13. Are you single or attached?
Attached.

14. What is your favourite colour?
Orange, violet, blue, white.

15. What is you wish?
To live life to the fullest.

16. Have you ever wondered what would happen after life?
Ermm, go back visit earth again xD

17. Would you forgive and forbet no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
It will take a while..

18. Which do you prefer? Spending time with family or being close with people who understand you?
Being close with people who understand me..

19. What is your biggest regret in my life?
I can't remember..

20. 5 ppl you are tagging?
Whoever wants to do it.

*click tongue

2009-06-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

BANG! I was hit..by a bunch of memories..some were nostalgic...others were to painful to remember, hahaha...My passion on 3D is dying out soon....I have the Spock hair...but longer xD

I need hugs :(

Oh yeah, baby...

2009-05-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

New term, new day, new start...ughh...

An UPDATE!

2009-05-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

An update! Wow, I'm impressed that I had finally get my lazy fingers to type it all out. Went back to KK last week for the holidays, ate my mom's homecook food which I miss dearly, went out to celebrate Nave's advance b'day cause I could not attend to her party which is this thursday and I'm going back tomorrow =(. I'm going to miss KK again even though I've been away for 3 months only. *sigh* and next week my new term is starting..huzzah =(

Oh, another update, practically no one knows also, so why bother

2009-04-10T04:14:00.003+08:00

Practically, no one gives a damn about this...I had been in a very VERY bitchy, angry, confused, sad, hurt, for this past few weeks...If I'm being ever being blur, stop poking me, don't make fun of it anymore...I'm tired to put up a mask on myself...

Bikin panas...

2009-03-30T20:29:00.003+08:00

Geramnya....group aku, bikin panas ni.....mereka ingat aku ni siapa?!! Ko mo aku buat apa?! Sy tahu sy tak boleh ckp Canton, biarkan....lagipun aku ni mcm mop dr group member kpd mereka suma....klo mahu aku dlm necessary situasi, bru mo p'ggil aku...klo tak perlu, tak panggil, buat aku tak tahu apa yg sdg b'laku....arghhh....

I need to let it out....

Wow, an update, hahaha.

xD

2009-03-17T19:26:00.001+08:00

Ohhhh nooo, Galactic Power transform is an addiction in this house =p

is not dead yet

2009-02-20T06:41:00.002+08:00

Night after night, my tears keeps shedding, my spirit is almost been broken, my body weakens,
but there is still faith in my heart that God will still continue guide me and strengthen me through this trial.

Oh why me...

2009-01-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hopeless, depression, intimidated, lack of confidence, afraid, late, sorrow, pain, betrayal, greed, lost...

*sigh

2009-01-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

I just wanted to say thank you =)

You guys really mean alot to me =D

bleh

2008-12-31T03:21:00.002+08:00

I feel....bleh..

I have so many rants and complains running through my mind...but you won't want to hear it =)

Macau =D

2008-12-27T04:41:00.000+08:00

Am back from Macau =D

Another long hour on Joker love

2008-12-18T06:05:00.003+08:00

(Credits to Robinsson
)

Insomnia...why must you kick in during holiday...

Nanananananananana, Batman.

2008-12-16T02:38:00.003+08:00

Oh, the headaches that I'm having now ><...and I'm back with Batman slash mood =D
Oh, the fanfiction that I'm reading, gave me chills (in a good way =D) and nosebleed all the way =D

I love my family

2008-12-09T18:34:00.004+08:00

There is nothing else better to do than doing a family tree of mine in this house =D. Family background will be updated soon. Look forward for it =D

Wow...

2008-12-06T03:15:00.003+08:00

All the stress has gone up to my face, my poor poor face =(

Today going for camp for 3 days. I didn't sleep and had only slept for 4 hours. It feels great =D.

Damn these days....

Hahaha

2008-11-27T17:48:00.006+08:00

I can just laugh at my own stupidity...

2008-11-25T14:29:00.001+08:00

Oh, fishstickle~~

2008-11-22T18:35:00.007+08:00

I'm kinda sort of not...free yet =D I still have Jason's work to do. Box animation 2, flour sack, flour sack storyboard, and the tutorial thingy and also character lip sync...fudgestickle -_-.

Finally

2008-11-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

Finally, I can use the internet again =D =D

What a life....

2008-11-13T14:12:00.002+08:00

Well, assignments keeps on pouring and pouring...*sigh* my fraser hills trip is gone...sadness =(..

I'm hungry =p

2008-11-06T16:35:00.001+08:00

Everyone has their own little story to tell...

2008-11-06T10:24:00.000+08:00

1 more week to go...

Taggeth

2008-11-04T01:27:00.007+08:00

Tagged by czy =p

1) Do you think you're hot ?

I'm damn hot, look, I'm sweating =p

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!currently

3) Why do you like that picture?

You can't deny that I have a pair of gorgeous feet...ahaha, so p'rasaan xD

4) When was the last time you ate pizza ?

Domino's at Mentari's side.

5) The last song you listen to ?

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

6) What are you doing right now besides this ?

Slacking and maya-ing

7) What name would you prefer besides yours ?

Valerie "MiniLiangFungstalkerpedoclosetfigurinegeek" Sim xD

People to tag:

1. Kian Wen

2. Joanna

3. Gene

4. Jo the sad tomodachi

5. Yuki

8) Who is number one?

Someone I know XD, hahaha, no lar, just our next door aunty xD

9) Number three is having a relationship with?

The girl who is having "the" gorgeous pair of feet xD

10) Say something about number five?

My molest partner Xd, her skin damn nice to touch

11) How about number four?

My sad tomodachi, so called my lesbian lover xD, don't marah yar, sayang *clicks tongue* wangg~

12) Who is number two ?

My besties for 5 years =D, missing you muchos~

=)

2008-10-30T02:58:00.001+08:00

Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will

You Lifted Me Out -Chris Tomlin-

=D

2008-10-29T12:34:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my sad tomodachi and my molestable partner =D =D

Fig's orgasm

2008-10-28T19:18:00.003+08:00

Why must you torment me, Hot Toys?!~

Aha~

2008-10-26T01:39:00.003+08:00

I bought me self new figurines =D =D. One is a a Revoltech Johannes Krauser II and 2 Scavengers. Sadly, I got the same thing but Czy bought one from me, ahahaha. Later on, we played archery in Pyramid and now my left hand is turn into jelly cause is very tiring and the bow is quite heavy.

And also

Happy Birthday, Denny!! =D

Help

2008-10-21T23:33:00.004+08:00

Please don't let my old habit come back again...

All I can think is pain, pain and pain...

Is easy to do but hard to hide...

I'll just let this pain consume me and everything will settle down by itself...

Feelings of satisfaction and regrets clashes together...

I am seriously killing my heart...