Drained out from the core of my emotions,

Swaying with the crowds, no directions,

Lost...down into the hole of my abysmal.

To do list

Things will do:

1. Get a tattoo

2. Get a nose piercing..again (4th time) (5th time)

3. Get an effin' job

3. Get an apartment

4. Get a dog

FML

Nose ring drop into drain hole.

 

Black Swan

The dance is beautiful...and the movie is depressing ._.

It's 2 am and all I can think about is this.

I just want to have my dirty ways on Martin Freeman. He's just too damn adorable for his own good and don't get me started on Benedict, he can have his way on me anytime...but that will never happen. What have you both done to me.

Don't he just ooze "adorable"

One word...BAMF

Thinking about

Better offers or interest.
Competition or love ones.
Your choice or her choice.

Ahh...fuck.

On and on?

To know that you are there,
Makes me live just for a little longer,
Never knowing the future that it will be,
Will never be.

Hmmm

Restless, tired...isn't there anything that works on my face...

Pshhh..

I've missed the Sonsongon trip, but it's ok. November awaits me.

...

Sigh*

Heart"ache"

Your breath against mine,

Hearing our heartbeats synchronizing each other,

Lips chastely touching,

Pulling into a passionate & desperate kiss,

as if the oxygen in the room has depleted.

Edith Piaf

Edith Piaf, one day, I shall bring flowers to your grave. Your songs affect me deeply. I thank you.

...

Barriers between us in language,
How I want to just speak my mind,
Tension rising and falling,
One day you will be in her state of mind,
You are already starting.

Queen - Somebody To Love

Can anybody find me somebody to love? 
Each morning I get up I die a little 
Can barely stand on my feet 
Take a look in the mirror and cry 
Lord what you're doing to me 
I have spent all my years in believing you 
But I just can't get no relief, Lord! 
Somebody, somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

I work hard every day of my life 
I work till I ache my bones 
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own - 
I get down on my knees 
And I start to pray 
Till the tears run down from my eyes 
Lord - somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me - somebody to love? 

(He works hard) 

Everyday - I try and I try and I try - 
But everybody wants to put me down 
They say I'm goin' crazy 
They say I got a lot of water in my brain 
Got no common sense 
I got nobody left to believe 
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah 

Oh Lord 
Somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

Got no feel, I got no rhythm 
I just keep losing my beat 
I'm ok, I'm alright 
Ain't gonna face no defeat 
I just gotta get out of this prison cell 
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord! 

Find me somebody to love 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

OMFGWTFBBQ!!

MARK SALLING DOES HAVE A NIPPLE RING!! UNF! *fans self

Time for an emo post

One of the habits I want to break away is breaking promises. I tend to take the promise before thinking it over. I end up feeling guilty and angry at the same time.

:D

I'm better, but will be stuck with a very bad "sunburn"

It should be sang "Rudolph the Sick Little Reindeer, has a big ol' shiny nose"

Say it isn't so?! I have skin irritation on my glabella {space between the eyebrows} and on my nose. I look like Rudolph!! And it itches like fuck!


Updates:-


Just picture me with as a flower head fish combine with a strawberry nose. That's how I look like right now.

I blame myself so hard is not even funny anymore to me...They say family are the one who are the closest to you...right..