Makeover

I have become a bitter person...due to all the things happening around me. I want my bubbly self again :(
Going to butcher my hair real short..I can't stand my hair D:...tis too long ( it's not that long, it's just around shoulder length, hahaha) and it's troublesome, haha.

Oh dear

Been coughing and wheezing for 5 days already...it sucks >:(

R&H

Czy and Danny, all the best on the test :). In 3 months time, I'm going to graduate..pretty fast. Most of my friends are going for Rhythm and Hue. I've been thinking quite a long while, I'm not up for Rhythm and Hue. I used to motivate myself by thinking, " OHHH, R&H!! INDIA..FRIENDS WILL BE THERE!" But then, it was pretty stupid for me to think of it that way...if I go for that company for the sake my friends will be there, then I am going to regret and suffer later on. Then comes studying oversea..hmm..I wanted it so badly, that I even confirm telling my parents I wanted to study again...they had no objection on it and supported me. Thinking long and hard again, whether my decision was just because of the studying oversea hype or I DO want to study again. Here comes another problem, money. You had to have more than ngam-ngam amount of duit to support the school fees, accommodation, food and transportation. Second, my brother. He is also going to college soon in 2 years time and I know my parents are working hard supporting both of us..I love you both. My dad told me..that I'm holding on too many things at the same time and asking me to sort it out, pick out 3 things that prioritize in my life and do it...and also he said "5 is the maximum" XD...

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Where have I gone wrong in this?

I MUST GET OUT D8

Don't let this people discourage you more. In a few more months, you'll be out from this horrid place.

I smell like smoke

Starting my supplement for my skin next week.
4 months of avoiding sugar as much as possible.
Must start picking up the bible again cause I have not been doing so for the past 1 month.
Multiple questions stuck in my throat that is ready to burst.

God bless all.

ECZEMA!

Can a punching bag be loved as well?

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My eczema is getting worse by the day...hopefully it'll heal soon...I don't like the oozing out every 5 minutes...sigh

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Put on the meds painful, sleep painful, walk around also painful, I don't move around also painful..le sigh

Runny nose

It's 11 in the morning, and I'm having sinus since yesterday. Chest feeling painful because of the heavy sneezing...

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The urge to complain, but it ain't no good =d....Just thinking about it makes me furious

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Update:

Since I forgot what I wanted to complain, thx to a certain irritated nose and my eczema, I can now concentrate on other stuffs.

Home ♥

I'ma back home for the week. :=D

Workingg~

Another day, another procrastination with my work

Oh look, I change blogskin

Ho-hum, feeling tired, as always, hahaha...things starting to patch up somehow..that's a good sign. I'm facing another problem which somehow annoys me to the end. As how much I try to ignore it, it just keeps on flashing in front of me...wtc.

Procrastinating

Why am I so angry :/

I wanna dissapear D:

Why in every minor thing I do, I would screw things up....I'm so tired of myself....lalala, rant