It goes to show, you open up, get stomp over..you're bound to go back to your shell where no one can do it again...
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Ashtma
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Lalala, full of rants
1. Emo coz of Gene this morning. ( well, practically been emo-ing for a month already)
2. Don't like what I'm doing.
3. I'm becoming more to be an angry person than a calm one now
4. I can't stop thinking about the future.
5. I have alot of mix emotion bottle inside me.
6. Sunway is stupid.
7. The One is even stupider.
8. Being stuck in this room is stupid and suffocating.
9. I'm too quiet for my own good.
10. I have to pass up my animation in 4 hours time.
11. I hate my bloody face.
12. *colorful words*
13. Confidence lvl is like 5%
14. I hate my time management problem...
15. Hurting myself is not an option
13. Sorry for the rants...
Friday, July 10, 2009
I've got nothing better to do
Taken this from Czy
1. Do you have any secrets?
Who doesn't.
2. Have you tried not eating anything for few days?
Cannot lar.
3. Do you enjoy going school?
It's ok.
4. Coffee or more coffee?
Can I have option tea
5. Laughter or forever smile?
Laughter..
6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
Both
7. The person u like is already attached, what will you do?
Awww, too bad then.
8. What made you smile today?
Nothing.
9. Angelic or Devilish?
A little in between.
10. How could you see yourself in 10 years time?
Having a steady job, supporting my parents. Open a mini shop :)
11. Who are currently most important people to you?
My parents and Gene.
12. What is the most important thing in life?
Keeping up the relationship with the Lord.
13. Are you single or attached?
Attached.
14. What is your favourite colour?
Orange, violet, blue, white.
15. What is you wish?
To live life to the fullest.
16. Have you ever wondered what would happen after life?
Ermm, go back visit earth again xD
17. Would you forgive and forbet no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
It will take a while..
18. Which do you prefer? Spending time with family or being close with people who understand you?
Being close with people who understand me..
19. What is your biggest regret in my life?
I can't remember..
20. 5 ppl you are tagging?
Whoever wants to do it.
1. Do you have any secrets?
Who doesn't.
2. Have you tried not eating anything for few days?
Cannot lar.
3. Do you enjoy going school?
It's ok.
4. Coffee or more coffee?
Can I have option tea
5. Laughter or forever smile?
Laughter..
6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
Both
7. The person u like is already attached, what will you do?
Awww, too bad then.
8. What made you smile today?
Nothing.
9. Angelic or Devilish?
A little in between.
10. How could you see yourself in 10 years time?
Having a steady job, supporting my parents. Open a mini shop :)
11. Who are currently most important people to you?
My parents and Gene.
12. What is the most important thing in life?
Keeping up the relationship with the Lord.
13. Are you single or attached?
Attached.
14. What is your favourite colour?
Orange, violet, blue, white.
15. What is you wish?
To live life to the fullest.
16. Have you ever wondered what would happen after life?
Ermm, go back visit earth again xD
17. Would you forgive and forbet no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
It will take a while..
18. Which do you prefer? Spending time with family or being close with people who understand you?
Being close with people who understand me..
19. What is your biggest regret in my life?
I can't remember..
20. 5 ppl you are tagging?
Whoever wants to do it.
Monday, June 22, 2009
*click tongue
BANG! I was hit..by a bunch of memories..some were nostalgic...others were to painful to remember, hahaha...My passion on 3D is dying out soon....I have the Spock hair...but longer xD
I need hugs :(
I need hugs :(
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
An UPDATE!
An update! Wow, I'm impressed that I had finally get my lazy fingers to type it all out. Went back to KK last week for the holidays, ate my mom's homecook food which I miss dearly, went out to celebrate Nave's advance b'day cause I could not attend to her party which is this thursday and I'm going back tomorrow =(. I'm going to miss KK again even though I've been away for 3 months only. *sigh* and next week my new term is starting..huzzah =(
Friday, April 10, 2009
Oh, another update, practically no one knows also, so why bother
Practically, no one gives a damn about this...I had been in a very VERY bitchy, angry, confused, sad, hurt, for this past few weeks...If I'm being ever being blur, stop poking me, don't make fun of it anymore...I'm tired to put up a mask on myself...
Monday, March 30, 2009
Bikin panas...
Geramnya....group aku, bikin panas ni.....mereka ingat aku ni siapa?!! Ko mo aku buat apa?! Sy tahu sy tak boleh ckp Canton, biarkan....lagipun aku ni mcm mop dr group member kpd mereka suma....klo mahu aku dlm necessary situasi, bru mo p'ggil aku...klo tak perlu, tak panggil, buat aku tak tahu apa yg sdg b'laku....arghhh....
I need to let it out....
Wow, an update, hahaha.
I need to let it out....
Wow, an update, hahaha.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
is not dead yet
Night after night, my tears keeps shedding, my spirit is almost been broken, my body weakens,
but there is still faith in my heart that God will still continue guide me and strengthen me through this trial.
but there is still faith in my heart that God will still continue guide me and strengthen me through this trial.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Oh why me...
Hopeless, depression, intimidated, lack of confidence, afraid, late, sorrow, pain, betrayal, greed, lost...
*sigh
*sigh
