*sigh

What if I'm making the wrong choice here...? I don't want him to just wait and get hurt in the end...what am I to do...

Oh yea, Bali

1 more week to go...for Bali and hot hunks♥, getting ready for my bikini and flip flops. I used to be ashamed of the scars that is all around my body, but the scars right now, they remind me of the hardship and pain that I have been through that no one else has...It'll slowly heal, that I know.

Unexpected

Always expect the unexpected in life....

Curse you, bug!

 

Bug bit me again....this time is on the face...

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Everyone of us are starting to shed...whether we like it or not...

What the hell?!

So tired, tired, tired, etc etc...My head feels heavy..

Dreams~

Almost every night, always having this sort of vivid dreams. Last night, I dreamed I have cancer and I lived by the beach, my whole lorong in Taman Milek is covered in beach sand and there's the sea at end of it...it was weird but beautiful...damn, and I have cancer in that dream...ain't it vivid. I have so many things caught up inside me and I'm sliding backwards. I sometimes just need to cry, to let out whatever been eating me up, but that just leaves only temporary relief and comfort, so I don't bother, it'll just gives me another headache. I get massive headaches after I cry, weird right? How time flies by so quickly, I'd already graduated, and soon in need to find a job, going to the next stage of becoming an adult. It's a scary step for everyone....live moves on. It sucks when one don't have a driving license *points to self*..can't go to interesting events..it sucks egg....

Thank God for healing up my eczema once and for all, and thank Him for introducing Dr. Wong & Saroja in my life...but I'm sliding back, which I'm trying hard not to...

Let's all go for a ride!

Final project is going slow..hopefully will be finished though, hahahaha.....alot of things happening here...can't wait to go Bali...the beach and suntan :D

I haz phailed..

I has failed my team...but why don't I feel guilty in all this...hmmmm...me and my sick humor

Totally not my day!

1.Motherboard fried.
2.My whole soundtrack in my external is GONE!!!
3.Maya hates me.
4.I still have bruises on both of my thigh

..................fuck.

I've been bitten!

The bengkak that is under both of my thighs is gradually getting bigger especially on my right thigh..I'm serious, it's as big as a mini pancake!! At first, it started of being itchy, thinking that it's just another mosquito bite...no...I was wrong. Apparently, a bug manage to squeeze inside my pants and bit me at my thigh.

Mmmm, delicious, ain't it?

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What I shall do? Seek for Him,

It sucks where you thought you were at the right place and wanting to do this for the rest of your lifetime, but as time goes by, it just don't feel right anymore :\