Par les soirs bleus d'été, j'irai dans les sentiers, Picoté par les blés, fouler l'herbe menue : Rêveur, j'en sentirai la fraîcheur à mes pieds.
Je laisserai le vent baigner ma tête nue.
Je ne parlerai pas, je ne penserai rien :
Mais l'amour infini me montera dans l'âme,
Et j'irai loin, bien loin, comme un bohémien,
Par la nature, heureux comme avec une femme.
Arthur Rimbaud
March 1870.
Totally not my day!
Saturday, October 31, 2009 ; 10:28 AM
1.Motherboard fried.
2.My whole soundtrack in my external is GONE!!!
3.Maya hates me.
4.I still have bruises on both of my thigh
The bengkak that is under both of my thighs is gradually getting bigger especially on my right thigh..I'm serious, it's as big as a mini pancake!! At first, it started of being itchy, thinking that it's just another mosquito bite...no...I was wrong. Apparently, a bug manage to squeeze inside my pants and bit me at my thigh.
It sucks where you thought you were at the right place and wanting to do this for the rest of your lifetime, but as time goes by, it just don't feel right anymore :\
Purious
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 ; 12:25 PM
Been a real bitch this past few weeks...I don't want to tolerate you all anymore...so if I'm being mean to you, then piss off...Haha! Just kidding!!...seriously.
I have become a bitter person...due to all the things happening around me. I want my bubbly self again :(
Going to butcher my hair real short..I can't stand my hair D:...tis too long ( it's not that long, it's just around shoulder length, hahaha) and it's troublesome, haha.
Czy and Danny, all the best on the test :). In 3 months time, I'm going to graduate..pretty fast. Most of my friends are going for Rhythm and Hue. I've been thinking quite a long while, I'm not up for Rhythm and Hue. I used to motivate myself by thinking, " OHHH, R&H!! INDIA..FRIENDS WILL BE THERE!" But then, it was pretty stupid for me to think of it that way...if I go for that company for the sake my friends will be there, then I am going to regret and suffer later on. Then comes studying oversea..hmm..I wanted it so badly, that I even confirm telling my parents I wanted to study again...they had no objection on it and supported me. Thinking long and hard again, whether my decision was just because of the studying oversea hype or I DO want to study again. Here comes another problem, money. You had to have more than ngam-ngam amount of duit to support the school fees, accommodation, food and transportation. Second, my brother. He is also going to college soon in 2 years time and I know my parents are working hard supporting both of us..I love you both. My dad told me..that I'm holding on too many things at the same time and asking me to sort it out, pick out 3 things that prioritize in my life and do it...and also he said "5 is the maximum" XD...
Starting my supplement for my skin next week.
4 months of avoiding sugar as much as possible.
Must start picking up the bible again cause I have not been doing so for the past 1 month.
Multiple questions stuck in my throat that is ready to burst.
