Thursday, October 30, 2008


Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will

You Lifted Me Out -Chris Tomlin-

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


Happy birthday to my sad tomodachi and my molestable partner =D =D

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Fig's orgasm

Why must you torment me, Hot Toys?!~

Sunday, October 26, 2008


I bought me self new figurines =D =D. One is a a Revoltech Johannes Krauser II and 2 Scavengers. Sadly, I got the same thing but Czy bought one from me, ahahaha. Later on, we played archery in Pyramid and now my left hand is turn into jelly cause is very tiring and the bow is quite heavy.

And also

Happy Birthday, Denny!! =D

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


Please don't let my old habit come back again...

All I can think is pain, pain and pain...

Is easy to do but hard to hide...

I'll just let this pain consume me and everything will settle down by itself...

Feelings of satisfaction and regrets clashes together...

I am seriously killing my heart...

Monday, October 20, 2008

Happy Ani~

After much delays, we finally get to celebrate our 1 year anni =D

Look how happy we are

We went to eat at Italianeese, good food, "nice" price. Later on, we went to The Apartment to enjoy the environment and the deserts, yummies.

The strawberry parfait =d

The chocolate brownie =d

Eugene loves his anni gift. I bought him the black leather Converse. Sadly, he haven't give mine yet cause the gift that he ordered haven't arrived yet, hahaha.

This is his happy look

This is his happier look

Happy anni, gene. Thank you for putting up with my bitchiness and my emo-ness for a year. Thank you for bringing me back to God, I would still be an atheist if you had not bring me back to Him =). I pray that we can still last for another year and so on =). Loves.

Saturday, October 18, 2008


My mind is messed up, I want to cut and cut again till I'm filled with satisfaction and regrets, I want to cry till my eyes is tired of producing more tears for me, I just want to curl myself underneath my blanket and stay in my own world.

How I love my life =/

Friday, October 17, 2008


In life, you will meet different kinds of people in this world and they are divided into 2 categories. The first is the "Bad people" category. No one is perfect in this world, so everyone is place in that category. The other one is "They are so unnecessary and mean, they are not worth fighting for" category. I have met 2 of this kind. Cases always happen in my house, everyone on the top floor is involve, almost everyone. 3 of my friends kena been "unnecessary-fied" by her. It pisses me off whenever my friends kena been "unnecessary-fied" by her.....sooo... unnecessary. She haven't done anything to me...yet. If she did, I had no idea what is the outcome going to be.

The other one....let's just say she thinks she's everything but she's not...

Thursday, October 16, 2008


Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday~~ =D

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Every day...

Is a cold wednesday and friday morning, as usual. Why...?because there is an aircon blowing directly at me...ahaa~

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Oh, no~

I am blogging...I'm suppose to do my work...which I'm not...which I am still blogging.

Slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~~ =__=

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Oh, cherry~

I bought new figurine =D

Friday, October 10, 2008

I made something =D

I made myself a wallpaper =D. Feel free to use it =3

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Good news

Good news, my platelet count went up over a 100, which is a good thing! Thank God!! But still am going back to the hosp for another recheck to make sure it stays at that level or increase again.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Check up

Just went to the hospital for check up coz my whole body is cover with red spots. Doctor said it might be dengue, it might be not. So I went to had my blood check and the result will be out in an hour. Doc said I've got dengue. Tomorrow, I'm going back to the hospital to re-check my blood again to see whether my platelet will increase or not. If it does not increase, I have to be immediately admitted to the hospital.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

I want to be better...

Well, for the past 3 days, I had quite a fever, now, my fever is gone, thank God. I should be getting better rite...but why each day has body tire out very easily, I haven't start any of my work yet. I can't finish one whole meal and I have red spots over on both of my legs which I had no clue what is it. Father, please help me recover soon...

Have you found my heart?

A t-shirt design I did for fun =)

Another tag

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Everyone does =p

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you? If you are a boy //a boy younger than you? If you are a girl?
I can go both =p

3. Do you enjoy going to school/college?
I enjoy my dg68 company but not the bitch.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Travel around the world.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I did fall in love, but I know it is wrong.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

7. A banana or a monkey, which one would you choose?
Can I have both?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Let it go.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not really

10. What takes you down the fastest?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Hopefully a shop of my own.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
God, family and friends.

13. What do you do with $5?
Roti kosong and teh o' ais.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

15. What is your favourite colour?
Orange and purple.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I guess so.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick??
Who is these "two people"?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

20. List 5 people to tag: Whoever..
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