Totally not my day!

1.Motherboard fried.
2.My whole soundtrack in my external is GONE!!!
3.Maya hates me.
4.I still have bruises on both of my thigh

..................fuck.

I've been bitten!

The bengkak that is under both of my thighs is gradually getting bigger especially on my right thigh..I'm serious, it's as big as a mini pancake!! At first, it started of being itchy, thinking that it's just another mosquito bite...no...I was wrong. Apparently, a bug manage to squeeze inside my pants and bit me at my thigh.

Mmmm, delicious, ain't it?

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What I shall do? Seek for Him,

It sucks where you thought you were at the right place and wanting to do this for the rest of your lifetime, but as time goes by, it just don't feel right anymore :\

Purious

Been a real bitch this past few weeks...I don't want to tolerate you all anymore...so if I'm being mean to you, then piss off...Haha! Just kidding!!...seriously.

Makeover

I have become a bitter person...due to all the things happening around me. I want my bubbly self again :(
Going to butcher my hair real short..I can't stand my hair D:...tis too long ( it's not that long, it's just around shoulder length, hahaha) and it's troublesome, haha.

Oh dear

Been coughing and wheezing for 5 days already...it sucks >:(

R&H

Czy and Danny, all the best on the test :). In 3 months time, I'm going to graduate..pretty fast. Most of my friends are going for Rhythm and Hue. I've been thinking quite a long while, I'm not up for Rhythm and Hue. I used to motivate myself by thinking, " OHHH, R&H!! INDIA..FRIENDS WILL BE THERE!" But then, it was pretty stupid for me to think of it that way...if I go for that company for the sake my friends will be there, then I am going to regret and suffer later on. Then comes studying oversea..hmm..I wanted it so badly, that I even confirm telling my parents I wanted to study again...they had no objection on it and supported me. Thinking long and hard again, whether my decision was just because of the studying oversea hype or I DO want to study again. Here comes another problem, money. You had to have more than ngam-ngam amount of duit to support the school fees, accommodation, food and transportation. Second, my brother. He is also going to college soon in 2 years time and I know my parents are working hard supporting both of us..I love you both. My dad told me..that I'm holding on too many things at the same time and asking me to sort it out, pick out 3 things that prioritize in my life and do it...and also he said "5 is the maximum" XD...

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Where have I gone wrong in this?

I MUST GET OUT D8

Don't let this people discourage you more. In a few more months, you'll be out from this horrid place.

I smell like smoke

Starting my supplement for my skin next week.
4 months of avoiding sugar as much as possible.
Must start picking up the bible again cause I have not been doing so for the past 1 month.
Multiple questions stuck in my throat that is ready to burst.

God bless all.

ECZEMA!

Can a punching bag be loved as well?

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My eczema is getting worse by the day...hopefully it'll heal soon...I don't like the oozing out every 5 minutes...sigh

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Put on the meds painful, sleep painful, walk around also painful, I don't move around also painful..le sigh

Runny nose

It's 11 in the morning, and I'm having sinus since yesterday. Chest feeling painful because of the heavy sneezing...

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The urge to complain, but it ain't no good =d....Just thinking about it makes me furious

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Update:

Since I forgot what I wanted to complain, thx to a certain irritated nose and my eczema, I can now concentrate on other stuffs.

Home ♥

I'ma back home for the week. :=D

Workingg~

Another day, another procrastination with my work

Oh look, I change blogskin

Ho-hum, feeling tired, as always, hahaha...things starting to patch up somehow..that's a good sign. I'm facing another problem which somehow annoys me to the end. As how much I try to ignore it, it just keeps on flashing in front of me...wtc.

Procrastinating

Why am I so angry :/

I wanna dissapear D:

Why in every minor thing I do, I would screw things up....I'm so tired of myself....lalala, rant

Oh, look ! What's that?! Wait!...I*snip*

It goes to show, you open up, get stomp over..you're bound to go back to your shell where no one can do it again...




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Ashtma

Lalala, full of rants

1. Emo coz of Gene this morning. ( well, practically been emo-ing for a month already)

2. Don't like what I'm doing.

3. I'm becoming more to be an angry person than a calm one now

4. I can't stop thinking about the future.

5. I have alot of mix emotion bottle inside me.

6. Sunway is stupid.

7. The One is even stupider.

8. Being stuck in this room is stupid and suffocating.

9. I'm too quiet for my own good.

10. I have to pass up my animation in 4 hours time.

11. I hate my bloody face.

12. *colorful words*

13. Confidence lvl is like 5%

14. I hate my time management problem...

15. Hurting myself is not an option

13. Sorry for the rants...

I've got nothing better to do

Taken this from Czy

1. Do you have any secrets?
Who doesn't.

2. Have you tried not eating anything for few days?
Cannot lar.

3. Do you enjoy going school?
It's ok.

4. Coffee or more coffee?
Can I have option tea

5. Laughter or forever smile?
Laughter..

6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
Both

7. The person u like is already attached, what will you do?
Awww, too bad then.

8. What made you smile today?
Nothing.

9. Angelic or Devilish?
A little in between.

10. How could you see yourself in 10 years time?
Having a steady job, supporting my parents. Open a mini shop :)

11. Who are currently most important people to you?
My parents and Gene.

12. What is the most important thing in life?
Keeping up the relationship with the Lord.

13. Are you single or attached?
Attached.

14. What is your favourite colour?
Orange, violet, blue, white.

15. What is you wish?
To live life to the fullest.

16. Have you ever wondered what would happen after life?
Ermm, go back visit earth again xD

17. Would you forgive and forbet no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
It will take a while..

18. Which do you prefer? Spending time with family or being close with people who understand you?
Being close with people who understand me..

19. What is your biggest regret in my life?
I can't remember..

20. 5 ppl you are tagging?
Whoever wants to do it.

*click tongue

BANG! I was hit..by a bunch of memories..some were nostalgic...others were to painful to remember, hahaha...My passion on 3D is dying out soon....I have the Spock hair...but longer xD


I need hugs :(

Oh yeah, baby...

New term, new day, new start...ughh...

An UPDATE!

An update! Wow, I'm impressed that I had finally get my lazy fingers to type it all out. Went back to KK last week for the holidays, ate my mom's homecook food which I miss dearly, went out to celebrate Nave's advance b'day cause I could not attend to her party which is this thursday and I'm going back tomorrow =(. I'm going to miss KK again even though I've been away for 3 months only. *sigh* and next week my new term is starting..huzzah =(

Oh, another update, practically no one knows also, so why bother

Practically, no one gives a damn about this...I had been in a very VERY bitchy, angry, confused, sad, hurt, for this past few weeks...If I'm being ever being blur, stop poking me, don't make fun of it anymore...I'm tired to put up a mask on myself...

Bikin panas...

Geramnya....group aku, bikin panas ni.....mereka ingat aku ni siapa?!! Ko mo aku buat apa?! Sy tahu sy tak boleh ckp Canton, biarkan....lagipun aku ni mcm mop dr group member kpd mereka suma....klo mahu aku dlm necessary situasi, bru mo p'ggil aku...klo tak perlu, tak panggil, buat aku tak tahu apa yg sdg b'laku....arghhh....


I need to let it out....



Wow, an update, hahaha.

xD

Ohhhh nooo, Galactic Power transform is an addiction in this house =p

is not dead yet

Night after night, my tears keeps shedding, my spirit is almost been broken, my body weakens,
but there is still faith in my heart that God will still continue guide me and strengthen me through this trial.

Oh why me...

Hopeless, depression, intimidated, lack of confidence, afraid, late, sorrow, pain, betrayal, greed, lost...




*sigh

I just wanted to say thank you =)

You guys really mean alot to me =D