Hmmm

Restless, tired...isn't there anything that works on my face...

Pshhh..

I've missed the Sonsongon trip, but it's ok. November awaits me.

...

Sigh*

Heart"ache"

Your breath against mine,

Hearing our heartbeats synchronizing each other,

Lips chastely touching,

Pulling into a passionate & desperate kiss,

as if the oxygen in the room has depleted.

Edith Piaf

Edith Piaf, one day, I shall bring flowers to your grave. Your songs affect me deeply. I thank you.

...

Barriers between us in language,
How I want to just speak my mind,
Tension rising and falling,
One day you will be in her state of mind,
You are already starting.

Queen - Somebody To Love

Can anybody find me somebody to love? 
Each morning I get up I die a little 
Can barely stand on my feet 
Take a look in the mirror and cry 
Lord what you're doing to me 
I have spent all my years in believing you 
But I just can't get no relief, Lord! 
Somebody, somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

I work hard every day of my life 
I work till I ache my bones 
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own - 
I get down on my knees 
And I start to pray 
Till the tears run down from my eyes 
Lord - somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me - somebody to love? 

(He works hard) 

Everyday - I try and I try and I try - 
But everybody wants to put me down 
They say I'm goin' crazy 
They say I got a lot of water in my brain 
Got no common sense 
I got nobody left to believe 
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah 

Oh Lord 
Somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

Got no feel, I got no rhythm 
I just keep losing my beat 
I'm ok, I'm alright 
Ain't gonna face no defeat 
I just gotta get out of this prison cell 
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord! 

Find me somebody to love 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

OMFGWTFBBQ!!

MARK SALLING DOES HAVE A NIPPLE RING!! UNF! *fans self

Time for an emo post

One of the habits I want to break away is breaking promises. I tend to take the promise before thinking it over. I end up feeling guilty and angry at the same time.

:D

I'm better, but will be stuck with a very bad "sunburn"

It should be sang "Rudolph the Sick Little Reindeer, has a big ol' shiny nose"

Say it isn't so?! I have skin irritation on my glabella {space between the eyebrows} and on my nose. I look like Rudolph!! And it itches like fuck!


Updates:-


Just picture me with as a flower head fish combine with a strawberry nose. That's how I look like right now.

I blame myself so hard is not even funny anymore to me...They say family are the one who are the closest to you...right..

Oh the oil on my face!

*grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble**grumble*  :D

BO RED

Monday....no work to do...wait, I did do something, packed 28 t-shirts and back being of having nothing to do again...sigh.

Is pouring outside right now...actually, everyday of every afternoon.

GRARRWWW

WEEEEeeeeeeeeee...........

Ngehhh

I'm such a sour puss...get it, orange+ cat 8D

>89

There are so many things that I want to do it again but where to start?

Head Like A Volcano - Rinocerose

Am blogging...at work

Son being pwned by mom

I was at Suria yesterday at Times bookstore and overheard this very interesting conversation.

Mom (very thick British accent, Malaysian) : *was telling her daughter [12 years old] about one of Shakespeare's sonnets*...if you want to know more, I can tell you along the way home. I don't want you to follow the rest of the girls, reading trashy novels like Twilight or any trashy magazines. I'm very pleased you are picking up Shakespeare.


Son: Mummy, can we go to the CD section? I want to watch The Incredible Hulk.


Mom: *ignoring son and continue lecturing daughter about trashy novels*


Son: *throwing tantrum*


Dad: Do not make such a scene here, young man.


Mom: You are not going to watch The Hulk.*insert son's name*, look in the cart, 6 classic literature, which cost me 60 bucks only and this *holding out one set of Diary of a Wimpy Kid* cost the exact same amount,it's not worth the money, do you know where I could find this *insert son's name*..in the LIBRARY [yes, she emphasize the word]. I am going to get a better reading book.


Son: 8;( 


That kid is really going to have no memorable childhood at all...he's only 5. I got myself a Marie Antoinette Journey.

: /

This is the happy face

I have not studied my driving test yet.... :D

I'm gonna start working next month... :D :D

There's a jazz concert next week... :D :D :D

I've been standing side by side with you and you're begging people to pity...pleaseee, you're way better than that. Don't sink that low...

Dream a little dream of me

Sweet dreams til sun beams find you

sweet dreams that leave our worries behind you.

But in your dreams

whatever they be

dream a little dream of me.

Sobss

Hospital, here I come...

You make my frown turn upside down

It's the little things in life that lifts my mood up.

Scars and bruises

I hate my legs...so depressing :(
And am ashamed to show it...

KK

Back in KK, yay!!

*throw mortar board

I have officially graduated on the 24th April 2010...hoozahh!!

HTTYD

Is been a while I had touch my wacom, need to do some drawing, which I did, after looking at Dan's blog.

Erghhh

Is been a lazy week....still packing all of my things. I've been wondering why my carrier pigeon has not come back in weeks..hmm. I'm a worry little wort.

Let there be lightning

Thunderous day. *boom boom boom* Trees and branches fell down due to the heavy rain and strong wind.

Going back to KK end of this month...a lot of things to pack.

Ngerghh

I am awkward around him today...ngerghh.. o_o

Went to meet him again today. Jln2 from BB to Klcc then to Pavillion then Time Square...whole day jln2.

*ke-piak

Bitch just got slapped hard!!

That's reality for you.

Redbulls

Redbulls comes in handy when in times of emergency, oh let say, finishing up my short film trailer. So I have not been sleeping for the past 2 days. Go rushing on finishing up the trailer...woot.

No, I did not have 8 redbulls, just 3 and yes, I was exactly like the kitty cat above.

Take of your sandals and feel the sands.

It's a hot Tuesday, blue skies;white chunky clouds. Why are the beach here is like an hour to drive..nothing beats Sabah..yeaaa~

Not meeting him this week D:, never mind, Saturday is going to be a stress free day with Jo :D

My lovely lady tongue

Pierced my tongue last Saturday, took it off today, due to a red bump that has been underneath my tongue for 4 days.

Empty..hmm

How to get yourself motivated even though the things that you are doing right now is really putting you down. I'm having a stiff neck right now, due to my sleeping pattern yesterday night. Bloody stiff neck.

*sigh

What if I'm making the wrong choice here...? I don't want him to just wait and get hurt in the end...what am I to do...

Oh yea, Bali

1 more week to go...for Bali and hot hunks♥, getting ready for my bikini and flip flops. I used to be ashamed of the scars that is all around my body, but the scars right now, they remind me of the hardship and pain that I have been through that no one else has...It'll slowly heal, that I know.

Unexpected

Always expect the unexpected in life....

Curse you, bug!

 

Bug bit me again....this time is on the face...

It is untitled

Everyone of us are starting to shed...whether we like it or not...

What the hell?!

So tired, tired, tired, etc etc...My head feels heavy..

Dreams~

Almost every night, always having this sort of vivid dreams. Last night, I dreamed I have cancer and I lived by the beach, my whole lorong in Taman Milek is covered in beach sand and there's the sea at end of it...it was weird but beautiful...damn, and I have cancer in that dream...ain't it vivid. I have so many things caught up inside me and I'm sliding backwards. I sometimes just need to cry, to let out whatever been eating me up, but that just leaves only temporary relief and comfort, so I don't bother, it'll just gives me another headache. I get massive headaches after I cry, weird right? How time flies by so quickly, I'd already graduated, and soon in need to find a job, going to the next stage of becoming an adult. It's a scary step for everyone....live moves on. It sucks when one don't have a driving license *points to self*..can't go to interesting events..it sucks egg....

Thank God for healing up my eczema once and for all, and thank Him for introducing Dr. Wong & Saroja in my life...but I'm sliding back, which I'm trying hard not to...

Let's all go for a ride!

Final project is going slow..hopefully will be finished though, hahahaha.....alot of things happening here...can't wait to go Bali...the beach and suntan :D

I haz phailed..

I has failed my team...but why don't I feel guilty in all this...hmmmm...me and my sick humor